In the end, I misjudged the person. You are not the one for me, I am not the woman you love, I am a man who is upright and a man who loves men. I have struggled and despaired, but there is no way, I can't change my nature. But you are not, we can't be together in the end, maybe I am really fucking cheap, but I still hope you are happy and live a better life than me. Hope you outlive me.