Four lives
In the first life - he made himself look like a human, a monster but not a monster. In the end, they all ended up dying together.
The second life - he took away his own hatred, but no longer had the strength to stand up
As for the third life - I am trapped under the Demon Suppressing Mountain. At the last moment, if he comes, I will die.
Then I will never let you go in this life.