"As God testifies, this is probably my retribution.
I hurt you who was eight years old at the time, and brought you harm that you shouldn't have had.
I never wanted that, not even a little bit.
But that day... I like the nightmare that occupied me for half a year after that.
In another sense, I bear it with you.
Now, in the future, as long as I have you, I think everything is possible for me
bearable.
Because you are here. "
"Abai, I don't want this.
Those... If it has to be like this, I'm willing to trade them for meeting you, happy
Love you, fall in love with you. "