The feeling of familiarity seems familiar, but I can't remember when or where I experienced this scene. Or it's not the same person, or it's not the same scene, or it should be the scene that I can't forget but refuse to remember.
One hundred and one days have passed, and it feels like it happened yesterday. Everything is vivid in my mind, but it is so unreal. Perhaps, deep down in my heart, I still refuse to admit the fact that that happened. Maybe, it's really because you got something that shouldn't belong to you, and even God is jealous, so you took him away from you. Perhaps, we shouldn't have met, we shouldn't have missed it, we shouldn't have had too many times over and over again... It was these too many things that we shouldn't have that led to the irreversible ending.
Whenever I am alone, I will always think of those pictures that are still fresh in my memory, and every time I will be immersed in deep thoughts and memories and cannot extricate myself. Every night, I use all kinds of noise to anesthetize myself, but after the noise, only the silence and loneliness of a room are left.