I just want to live a peaceful life, but I don't want to be trapped in the palace and unable to extricate myself. Facing the emperor, I can't understand his tenderness; as the prince's favorite concubine, I can't be happy for a long time; even the friendship between childhood sweethearts can't withstand the turmoil of the world.
In troubled times, imperial power, and posthumous status, I am addicted and unable to extricate myself. Who can grow old with me, and who only cares about my youthful appearance...