From the admiration when I was young to the obsession today, is it the result of love or the persistence that cannot be achieved by love? The confession before graduation, knowing the result, but I still want you to know that I have always loved you, no matter what others think, no matter how you react, even if I am not even a "buddy" from now on, even if we never meet again, I still want you to know that I have always loved you all these years.