He remembered that that day in Yunmeng Daze, she said "I don't blame you" eight times in a row.
Cherishing her and protecting her is the love between a man and a woman, hurting her and killing her is the righteousness of a king. He is not wrong in either case.
Peace in the first life, Xuan Ming in the second life, and Mo Ran in the third life. His vow to her has gone through three lives, but he has never broken it. Even though he made all kinds of calculations, he never failed her in the slightest.