Chapter 1 Him, Him and Him
He——Yu Chengyao, the tenth prince of Kyoto. Wise and wise. With handsome appearance and outstanding literary talent, he ranks first among the three young masters in the capital. When he was fifteen, he met me when I was eighteen. I met him in the garden on my eighteenth birthday. Meeting him was the luckiest and seemingly happiest and most satisfying birthday gift for me. Even if he would be badly injured later. The moment our eyes met, I knew that I would fall, or that I had already fallen. I fell into his first call of "sister", into his views on poetry and his resonance with what I sang. However, he was the first person to hurt my heart and almost suffocate me. Sometimes I ask myself if the first person I met was not him, but Chengli or Weigui, would the ending be different? Will my heart avoid that heartache? However, there are no ifs in the world, whether it is the 21st century with advanced technology or the retro thousands of years ago. None of them allowed me to escape the unforgettable heartache. When he told me that he had the first girl he liked, they fell in love with each other and fell in love with another girl whom he did not know. Because of her, the young man got drunk all night, and my heart was full of holes. I don't know if he has ever had a small place for me in his heart, or if he knows how sincere I am to him. Have you ever thought about coming here to love me and accept me? Then when Chengli held me, what was the hurt in your eyes? Can I interpret your yelling at us as jealousy? Why did you push me to another person again when I gave you another chance.