I have seen many people who, when they were young, had eternity in their hearts. It might be related to faith or persistence in love. In our hearts, we may know that we will regret being a teenager today, but the degree of regret is often unexpected. After experiencing it, some people change their attitude towards life, but still walk forward in the sunshine on another road, while some people will be immersed in despair and cannot extricate themselves for a long time.
As a writer, in my heart, I feel sorry for Tang Di. She has struggled with adversity and pain for a long time, and often wanders between two attitudes towards life. I often also think that if Xiao Ning had never left because of obsession, Tang Di might always live passionately.
In real life, we applaud heroes and sing praises for those who are reborn in the face of adversity. Often, we ignore those who choose to be cowardly. If we think about it carefully, we find that they are not strong opponents. They just deviated from their thoughts in a single thought, or ruined their lives, or saved themselves. In fact, it is equally difficult to choose between light and darkness.