For an insecure person, it is difficult for her to trust someone, and even harder to fall in love with someone. When she mustered up all the courage to love the boy who loved her so much, she was frightened by some realities that frightened her... The older she gets, the more lonely she becomes, and the more afraid she is of getting hurt. Perhaps when we look back on the past, we will find that we love best when we least understand how to love.