I thought I could hug you with open arms, but in the end I realized that I was deceiving myself.
If I could do it over again, I think I would still fall in love with him and wouldn't regret it.
Hong Bajun used to have this kind of feeling for me. Sometimes when I look up into his eyes, I can see the tenderness in his eyes that I don't usually have. But I couldn't understand the affection for me in his eyes. Maybe I was pretending not to understand.
Magic Flute Magi Lian Hong Ba X Aladdin