I deceived my boyfriend and got pregnant secretly, but I didn't expect the outcome to be like this. Maybe I already knew the outcome, but I was still going my own way. Some people say that the more you love, the more it hurts. Even though it hurts so much that I can't breathe, I still won't hate him, but I really want to see him again, just once, just once... I hope Fang Ziming can see these diaries I wrote for him after my death. He must be happy at that time.