The first half of Salinger's passage is: Some people think that love is sex, marriage, a kiss at six in the morning, and a bunch of children. Maybe it is. Shen Beimu couldn't find the answer to love from her emotional experience that was as light as a blank sheet of paper. The feelings that a person can get involved in in this life are nothing more than a drop in the ocean, and love experts are always a cover. So my lover, when you come to my side, can you even cough to make me aware of your existence...