For Yu Xiangnan, loving Chen Qi is a gamble, a gamble of a desperado who still refuses to give up even though he knows the outcome.
Every day she was with Chen Qi, Xiang Nan was afraid that she would be too happy, because she was afraid that Chen Qi would not be happy enough without her. Later, Xiang Nan prayed every day for Chen Qi to be happy. As long as Chen Qi could be happy, she felt willing to do so even if she had no memories.