I started writing the article when I was a sophomore in high school. I have sorted it out and put it up here. You can take a look at it.
Shen Ya always feels that Tong Ai is a cold person, but she still gets close;
Tong Ai always feels that there is no love around her, but she still wants love;
Xiao Bai always felt that his existence was embarrassing and helpless, but he still didn't want to leave;
Che Ya always felt that she had to protect her well, but she still knew how to protect her but not enough.
The full text is a little bit rough, because there are relatively clear articles before, which will be posted later. This attempt feels a bit tortuous.