She is the most unique one in this world because she is an outsider occupying the dove's nest.
Even if she doesn't die, she will still be a lonely person wandering alone in loneliness with a broken body.
When she met those lovely people again, she made up her mind. No matter what, just don't let the malice of this world hurt them.
She is willing to use her own scheming to calculate the whole world to open up a sea of freedom for them to ride in.
She no longer asks for anything, that's all.