This is a story. Since it is a story, it is full of drama, uncertainty, and randomness. It is the first complete article written by me when I was young. It is about a tragedy that is not caused by social pressure. I am born to be cursed. This article is full of my childish thoughts at that time. Please read it quietly... Please don't laugh at me... Even though I know that the writing is very immature, but I still want to express it without knowing what I can do, just like my envy of Danmei from the bottom of my heart. Even if the whole world disagrees, I will still love you wholeheartedly! This is the definition of love in my heart.