When I first started writing this article, I only planned to write a short story. Specifically, it was about the process of two people getting together. There was no ending, and it wouldn't involve this or that. Just to express my love (hua) and good (chi) for the characters,
But as I wrote, I gradually discovered that Katarina, Riven, even Lux and Irelia, even Karma, even LeBlanc and Darius... The images of the characters gradually became more fleshed out in my mind. I was no longer writing their stories, it was their stories that were playing out in my mind. I am just a narrator, and I cannot fully describe the beautiful scenery and wonders I saw, and the entanglements between them.
During the gap of more than a year, I thought about giving up. After all, exams and life have taken up a lot of energy, and the obsessive-compulsive disorder that comes with writing essays, that is, the obsessive-compulsive disorder that will kill me if I don't finish writing all the details in my mind, will also occur.
But in the end I insisted on writing it down. I don't dare to say it was because of that love, but even for my love for Riven and Katarina, I finished writing this story. Not complete, but just enough for me. So this story comes to an end, although perhaps the most beautiful story can only be kept in my own mind - unfortunately, there is no way to tell this story. But even so, my desire to share it with you will not diminish by half.
We are all struggling in this world, struggling to be sentimental or joyful about different things every day. The choice is always before you, happiness or not is just a matter of a thought. May God grant us the courage to accomplish what we can, the openness to let go of what we cannot, and the wisdom to distinguish between the two.
At least I can be strong enough to say that this is my choice.
Above.