In the eyes of Yan Zixian, Yan Zimo is everything. He wants to abandon him, but he can't help but stick to him. Fortunately, the two of them are not related by blood, otherwise he would not have the courage to get close, but there is nothing wrong with just standing behind him. It's just that he hopes that one day, he can stand in front of him and be happy with each other.
However, I can only think about daydreaming.