As much as I love you, I want to blackmail you;
As much as I rely on you, I hate you;
I wanted to kill you so much, but found that I couldn't live without you.
Falling in love with you is my animal instinct, so you are my belief in survival.
The full text is roughly about a story about a psychotic author with weird logic and a huge brain, who fell in love so deeply that he turned from a fan to a black man and tried to commit suicide.
Warm reminder: 1. Bai Lan wears her clothes backwards, it is said that he is the male protagonist;
2. The heroine (what the hell?) Is the author, an idiot and a lunatic;
3. Since it is a mental illness, there are various kinds of bugs;
4. When reading the article, please always remember: the author is a psycho;
5. A product of imagination, if you take it seriously you will lose;
6. Updates are subject to change.
This is a joint article with my good CP because my brain is too big and I can't control it. Click this to travel to her article.