The time has been so long that I can't count it. I forgot when the sun rose, when the stars blinked, the warm feeling of the sun shining around me, and even the feeling of my heart beating. The boundless darkness swallowed me up and drowned me. I wanted to scream, but my throat was fighting and I couldn't make a sound. But I still remember you wearing colorful clothes and dancing for me, the wind blowing up the hem of your skirt, like a cold and arrogant winter plum. The plum forest is not as beautiful as you; I can still recall the reluctance and despair on your face as you sank to the bottom of the lake with tears, and how much I want to hug you, my love.
Entering my lovesickness gate, you know that my lovesickness is painful, long lovesickness makes you remember each other, and short lovesickness makes you infinite. I ask you, do you know that I miss you so much, my eyebrows are raised and I look forward to your coming? The pains and sufferings of a lifetime have endured me for so long that I can't count them. I forget when the sun rises, I forget when the stars blink. I forget how to enjoy the joy of one day and the joy of one month, and then I will no longer be afraid. I am afraid that I will never meet anyone in this life. Who should I express my heart to? When you were young, you were as warm as the spring sunshine. Your surname was written all over the paper with your hands. From now on, I will be named after you.