It wasn't until later that I realized what I had done wrong.
But things have changed, and there is no way to even apologize.
Late one night a long, long time later, Houli sent me a text message. In four words, he said, don't get sick.
But I woke up the next morning and saw it. I burst into tears without saying a word, which scared all my roommates.
I will always miss him, but I will never see him again.
There is a long gap between us. He doesn't see me, and I don't see him.
I still miss him.