The heart-pounding feeling is that when I read that person's name, my heart trembles.
Every time your name reaches the tip of my tongue, it will pull out a gap in my internal organs to place these two words. The teeth touch the lip, and then touch the tip of the tongue to complete the pronunciation.
A suddenly connected nerve brings stimulation to the heart and brain, and the association about you is like a dose of anesthetic injected into the smile muscles, but it also drains the tear ducts for no apparent reason. I don't know whether this is good or bad. Is not being able to cry something worthy of affirmation or denial? I'm not all about crying, and I don't really want to cry that much. I'm just sad, and my suppressed emotions are not suitable for venting. But it seems disingenuous to actually say it.