■Inscription
I pursue my thoughts like a child pursuing a butterfly. ——George Moore
■Introduction
A story about love and healing.
The theme is a bit confusing: words about spring. A farewell in the spring. Or, the departure of spring itself.
The words are not warm enough: some say calm, some say cold, some say indifferent, some say cold.
■Excerpt
At someone's request, I'll excerpt one sentence from each chapter as a summary. They were recorded based on intuition and have nothing to do with the plot.
■Do not transfer
Reader comments
Wow, Xian Da's article is indeed extraordinary. I have read this article several times before, and other adults have also read it. But if I read it again today, I will still have a new experience. I really look forward to Xian Da's new work~~~
I understand. Sometimes I want to write something. I have typed the draft many times, but I don't know how to write it, what tone to use, what words to use. It drives me almost crazy, so I just don't write it anymore. Author's reply:
Just take your time, it's not a task. . .
Tosil：
I like "Spring Ci" very much. After reading your comments, I have some experiences and feelings. I would like to share them with you. Maybe it can make up for your regrets, maybe not.
You mentioned the lack of emotion in "Spring Ci", but I personally feel that the relationship between the two is very sincere and passionate. Even they sometimes lose their minds a little bit, but this emotion is wrapped up by a layer of youthful pride. This is like a balloon filled with water. As long as the coat is slightly punctured, the overflowing emotions will flow out. It's just that when there is no puncture, no matter how the two water balls are churning on the inside, there is always a layer of restriction on the outside. Perhaps it is such a restraint that people cannot feel the turbulent waves inside? In fact, sometimes because of restraint, the emotions inside become more intense, just like a wide river that is calm but a narrow river that is swift.
In my opinion, Amao's statement, "I have never really loved anyone except myself," does not really mean this. Judging from his character, it is precisely because his emotional balloon was violently churned by Phoenix's request to break up, and in order to prevent it from bursting on the spot, he desperately tried to thicken the coat of the balloon, so he said this. For Fenghuang, she would break up with Amao because she cared too much about Amao. That sentence "I don't care" is truly the best example of a woman's duplicity. In this novel, the author uses more pen and ink to describe Amao's various experiences after falling out of love, but I often can't help but imagine Phoenix after the breakup. I don't know what kind of experiences Fenghuang will have in the following chapters, but such a passionate and willful woman has no reservations about her emotional investment (perhaps she sometimes gets a little awkward, but I understand her to be reserved as a girl, not as having any reservations about feelings). After experiencing the destruction of this love, and her original distrust of feelings, I think she is more worthy of sympathy than Amao. Since the breakup, Amao has lost the ability to love and cannot truly fall in love with anyone else. But what Phoenix has lost may be her belief in love. She may fall in love again or even get married, but she may no longer believe that love really exists in the world. I don't know whether this is lucky or unfortunate.
Going a step further, back to the lack of emotion, we just mentioned that Amao's words when breaking up were not true, but a kind of weak and passive resistance in the face of the love he was about to lose, in a form of pride. Of course you can say that any pride should give way in the face of true love. If their feelings will be imprisoned by a layer of pride, what kind of real feelings are they? If we look at it from this perspective, they do not love each other enough. But I think this treatment is more in line with the tone of the characters. They are still so young and so good, and they don't have enough experience and lessons to make them understand that love is long-lasting, right? However, their relationship cannot be considered sincere and pure because of this. It is just like the best wine must use the best ingredients and the best water, and it also needs to be brewed for many years to be fragrant and mellow. However, even if it is not old enough or has not been brewed into a mellow wine for other reasons, we cannot deny that the effort put into it at the beginning is the same as those wines that eventually become fine wines.
In fact, the emotional restraint in the article and the seemingly calm analysis of the two people, I think, give the characters a real feeling to a large extent. The two letters truly reflect a kind of pride, the contradiction between self-restraint and emotional expression. This kind of subtle mentality should be not uncommon in real life. This is the same reason that a girl always rejects her sweetheart when meeting her. If a social butterfly is pushy like this, we call it pretentious, but if it is a young girl, we call it shy. It is a kind of natural cuteness and beauty, which will only make people like it more.
Because of my love for "Spring Ci", I couldn't help but write these thoughts and share them with others. I simply hope that more people will like it. I don't mean to argue. After all, people's perceptions and experiences are different. If you prefer the kind of ultimate love without any scruples, regardless of sacrifice and reward, I suggest you watch "A Cat and a Dog" by Shuizu. With that kind of enthusiasm, sincerity, and single-mindedness, I believe it can fully meet the standard of "love is long-lasting, patient, and kind" :)
TO SIL:
I read your comment and thank you for your seriousness. I admire people who read and write seriously.
Postscript written in 2006,,,
Say goodbye to me in spring, where are you going? Strange grass, wind and rain come at night. With a hairpin of hair, there is little joy but hatred, and there is no plan to live in spring. When spring comes back, I often regret finding no way out, so I try to walk slowly towards me and my small garden. A column of red medicine, leaning against the wind and containing dew. Spring never returns.
Suddenly I remembered that this poem contains some meanings from your "Spring Ci" :)
Author's reply:
Chao Buzhi's "Golden Phoenix Hook" Well, it's very suitable for the occasion. Spring returns and looking for spring,,,
I saw that the article was locked, so I opened the last chapter and read the adult's analysis. It was deeper than any other comment, and I was attracted. I all had my first love at the age of 20. Although mine is still sweet and has become a real love, I still miss the thrilling ignorance and persistence at that time. People will grow up, and when I look back when I grow up, I will inevitably be moved. When will it be unlocked? Is there a date? I wanted to wait and see. Author's reply:
I really can't tell when the book will be released, and how long the publisher will require it to remain in this state after the book comes out,,,
Like it, it's very good. I hope I can unlock it soon. Haha. The author's reply:
same hope
I have read this novel before. I suddenly remembered it today and read a little more.
Congratulations to the author for writing words that people will remember. As someone who occasionally writes articles, I envy you. I have always believed that whether the article can be published is not the most important thing (because I have read too many typefaces and forgot about it). The most important thing is to make people remember it, and only then can I achieve the goal of being a person who loves writing. Even if it's just a small section.
From then on, I began to live an iron-like/cold existence
I'm just quoting a random poem that I can't forget. I remember a lot of words and poems. For example, if I fall in love, I will be finished / and will live in ashes for a long time from now on. Recently, I feel that these sentences are very similar to describing Daiyu (I like her very much). Haha
Therefore, I am willing to leave a message to the author to express my support for his sincere creation.
Yuan Yuan
You will fall in love with words like this before you know it
Wow, Xian Da's article is indeed extraordinary. I have read this article several times before, and other adults have also read it. But if I read it again today, I will still have a new experience. I really look forward to Xian Da's new work~~~
I understand. Sometimes I want to write something. I have typed the draft many times, but I don't know how to write it, what tone to use, what words to use. It drives me almost crazy, so I just don't write it anymore. Author's reply: Just take your time, it's not a task. . .
Tosil： I like "Spring Ci" very much. After reading your comments, I have some experiences and feelings. I would like to share them with you. Maybe it can make up for your regrets, maybe not. You mentioned the lack of emotion in "Spring Ci", but I personally feel that the relationship between the two is very sincere and passionate. Even they sometimes lose their minds a little bit, but this emotion is wrapped up by a layer of youthful pride. This is like a balloon filled with water. As long as the coat is slightly punctured, the overflowing emotions will flow out. It's just that when there is no puncture, no matter how the two water balls are churning on the inside, there is always a layer of restriction on the outside. Perhaps it is such a restraint that people cannot feel the turbulent waves inside? In fact, sometimes because of restraint, the emotions inside become more intense, just like a wide river that is calm but a narrow river that is swift. In my opinion, Amao's statement, "I have never really loved anyone except myself," does not really mean this. Judging from his character, it is precisely because his emotional balloon was violently churned by Phoenix's request to break up, and in order to prevent it from bursting on the spot, he desperately tried to thicken the coat of the balloon, so he said this. For Fenghuang, she would break up with Amao because she cared too much about Amao. That sentence "I don't care" is truly the best example of a woman's duplicity. In this novel, the author uses more pen and ink to describe Amao's various experiences after falling out of love, but I often can't help but imagine Phoenix after the breakup. I don't know what kind of experiences Fenghuang will have in the following chapters, but such a passionate and willful woman has no reservations about her emotional investment (perhaps she sometimes gets a little awkward, but I understand her to be reserved as a girl, not as having any reservations about feelings). After experiencing the destruction of this love, and her original distrust of feelings, I think she is more worthy of sympathy than Amao. Since the breakup, Amao has lost the ability to love and cannot truly fall in love with anyone else. But what Phoenix has lost may be her belief in love. She may fall in love again or even get married, but she may no longer believe that love really exists in the world. I don't know whether this is lucky or unfortunate. Going a step further, back to the lack of emotion, we just mentioned that Amao's words when breaking up were not true, but a kind of weak and passive resistance in the face of the love he was about to lose, in a form of pride. Of course you can say that any pride should give way in the face of true love. If their feelings will be imprisoned by a layer of pride, what kind of real feelings are they? If we look at it from this perspective, they do not love each other enough. But I think this treatment is more in line with the tone of the characters. They are still so young and so good, and they don't have enough experience and lessons to make them understand that love is long-lasting, right? However, their relationship cannot be considered sincere and pure because of this. It is just like the best wine must use the best ingredients and the best water, and it also needs to be brewed for many years to be fragrant and mellow. However, even if it is not old enough or has not been brewed into a mellow wine for other reasons, we cannot deny that the effort put into it at the beginning is the same as those wines that eventually become fine wines. In fact, the emotional restraint in the article and the seemingly calm analysis of the two people, I think, give the characters a real feeling to a large extent. The two letters truly reflect a kind of pride, the contradiction between self-restraint and emotional expression. This kind of subtle mentality should be not uncommon in real life. This is the same reason that a girl always rejects her sweetheart when meeting her. If a social butterfly is pushy like this, we call it pretentious, but if it is a young girl, we call it shy. It is a kind of natural cuteness and beauty, which will only make people like it more. Because of my love for "Spring Ci", I couldn't help but write these thoughts and share them with others. I simply hope that more people will like it. I don't mean to argue. After all, people's perceptions and experiences are different. If you prefer the kind of ultimate love without any scruples, regardless of sacrifice and reward, I suggest you watch "A Cat and a Dog" by Shuizu. With that kind of enthusiasm, sincerity, and single-mindedness, I believe it can fully meet the standard of "love is long-lasting, patient, and kind" :)
TO SIL: I read your comment and thank you for your seriousness. I admire people who read and write seriously.
Postscript written in 2006,,,
Say goodbye to me in spring, where are you going? Strange grass, wind and rain come at night. With a hairpin of hair, there is little joy but hatred, and there is no plan to live in spring. When spring comes back, I often regret finding no way out, so I try to walk slowly towards me and my small garden. A column of red medicine, leaning against the wind and containing dew. Spring never returns. Suddenly I remembered that this poem contains some meanings from your "Spring Ci" :) Author's reply: Chao Buzhi's "Golden Phoenix Hook" Well, it's very suitable for the occasion. Spring returns and looking for spring,,,
I saw that the article was locked, so I opened the last chapter and read the adult's analysis. It was deeper than any other comment, and I was attracted. I all had my first love at the age of 20. Although mine is still sweet and has become a real love, I still miss the thrilling ignorance and persistence at that time. People will grow up, and when I look back when I grow up, I will inevitably be moved. When will it be unlocked? Is there a date? I wanted to wait and see. Author's reply: I really can't tell when the book will be released, and how long the publisher will require it to remain in this state after the book comes out,,,
Like it, it's very good. I hope I can unlock it soon. Haha. The author's reply: same hope
I have read this novel before. I suddenly remembered it today and read a little more. Congratulations to the author for writing words that people will remember. As someone who occasionally writes articles, I envy you. I have always believed that whether the article can be published is not the most important thing (because I have read too many typefaces and forgot about it). The most important thing is to make people remember it, and only then can I achieve the goal of being a person who loves writing. Even if it's just a small section. From then on, I began to live an iron-like/cold existence I'm just quoting a random poem that I can't forget. I remember a lot of words and poems. For example, if I fall in love, I will be finished / and will live in ashes for a long time from now on. Recently, I feel that these sentences are very similar to describing Daiyu (I like her very much). Haha Therefore, I am willing to leave a message to the author to express my support for his sincere creation. Yuan Yuan
You will fall in love with words like this before you know it