I'm not a Mary Sue or a Tom Sue. I don't have any lofty ambitions, and I don't want many people to think I'm crazy or fall in love with me. I'm just an ordinary person and don't want to act with them. I just want to sit in the audience. Even if I know everything, I feel like I'm not qualified to say anything. I want to be a spectator. But why do I appear this way? Haha, please tell me this is just an illusion.