When I was in high school, I liked someone. I knew it was impossible and knew that I would not tolerate him, but I still couldn't help but want to get close to him. As a result, I was scarred. Finally, after three years, I enrolled in a university outside the province, intending to change myself and live out my life as a "normal person". As a result, I met someone again and was confused again. I was still hesitant to take that step, because I was afraid of getting hurt again, and because I knew this road would not be easy. Until that accident happened, I saw my heart clearly and understood that the world is impermanent and I just need to cherish the present moment.
