All the disappointment and being let down, leaving and abandonment. In the final analysis, it is just two words.
Don't love.
Hibari didn't know why Yamamoto was so determined to break up.
He couldn't even figure out whether Yamamoto loved him or not, and whether he still loved him.
In fact, the second half of the sentence can be directly denied.
If you still love.
How can I bear to break up.