Without knowing what happened, I chose to play games with someone I had known for a long time. Maybe I was really not sober at the time! This article is my first essay. My thoughts at the time and the progress in the game, I feel that I am responsible for my past and him. Although I don't know how many people will read my nostalgia and mistakes for that game if I publish it, but as long as some people read it, that's enough for me! This novel is about every moment of playing this game with him, including laughter and tears, hatred and unity. Although I know I don't even know how it will be written down, I still want to record it! You can just think of it as my essay, for me to record my formal love!