In those early years, the ignorant and crazy youth, I loved you desperately, as if you were really my Linli, but I never had you. You gave me so many years of waiting, asking me to grow up, asking me to mature, but you never grew up. Do you love me? I dare not ask, the pain of weakness again and again, but Linli, and now I am no longer the girl who had her youth. Time has wasted my youth. I think I should let go, get married and have children and settle down like others, so, goodbye, Linli
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