Your voice is very soft, we can never go back, right?
——Notes from 2009.
Time will change a person's appearance, speech, knowledge, feelings, and soul. Everyone has a time that they least want to forget, which is called memory. Whenever they recall it, their face will be full of happiness. And what I don't want to forget is not the time we spent together, but you. How can I forget you?
I am very afraid of death. When I think about becoming emotionless and thoughtless, I cry uncontrollably in bed. What I'm more afraid of is that I won't be able to think of you after I die.
I still remember your cute look when we first met, your reddish face exuding a light warmer than the sun, making people want to get closer involuntarily. But a clearer state of mind is that you are inaccessible to me. It's just that I was still young at the time and didn't think carefully about this kind of idea that just floated in my mind for no reason. Maybe it was doomed at that time.
Conception: