How many days is this? Live like a worm.
Nan Tian thought silently, this is just lovelorn, no, how can you talk about lovelorn if you haven't been in love yet? It's so ridiculous that I have never been in love but lost my dignity and life the day after I lost my virginity.
Nan Tian doesn't want to end this short life with death, not because he hasn't lived enough, but because after death, he will no longer be able to think of him, his every move, every bit.
That's the way it is, the moment you decide to love, there is no happiness at all.
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