I published this article on the APH Luzhong fanzine about five or six years ago at the invitation of a friend. It left a deep impression on me. Because there was no computer in the accommodation, I typed it out word by word using the built-in notepad function of the Nokia N95. I was still a fan of "Qilin" at that time, and "Qilin" had a profound influence on this article.
Although it is posted on the Internet now, I don't dare to look at it at all. If I glance at it occasionally, I feel very stupid.
Use it to remember your past self. That's all.
Conception: