He always thought that his life would be like this, he didn't care about anything, he didn't know what he wanted, and when he reached a certain age, he would just find a random woman to accomplish his life-long affairs. But God happened to let him meet her, and he realized that what he wanted, only she could give it to him; it turned out that not everyone could give it to her, but her; only she made him feel that winter was no longer so cold and unbearable.