She never imagined what her life would be like. In the dark, he did many stupid things according to his own temper. Being unmarried until the age of 35 and achieving nothing is not your choice, but it is indeed your own fault. There had been many opportunities, there had been many people who loved her, and there had been encounters with scum, and she almost made a mistake that would lead to eternal hatred. Those beautiful years, now it seems, are actually your own life. No matter how unbearable you are to look back, they are real.