Jiang Mingyan feels that the line between true and false is difficult to distinguish. She was upright at heart, but because she had been well-behaved since she was a child, she had to pretend to be well-behaved, so that later on, she could no longer express her true self, being closed-minded but seemingly happy. Jiang Mingyan hated himself like this.
But Chen Jin didn't hate her for not being real or fake. He just wanted to peel off Jiang Mingyan's fake skin that he had been wearing for too long.