For him, she transformed from a noble lady into a heroine. When they reunited six years later, he married her as he had imagined.
On the battlefield of life and death, wandering around the world, she transformed from a heroine into a hellish Rakshasa for him.
Many times, she thought many times, how could she be obsessed with him, as indifferent as a servant, if it was a calamity, if he was the calamity of her life...
Then, she was willing to give everything for him, not asking him to look at her with pity, but she just wanted to never know him again in the next life.
The biggest regret is the six years of separation.