I love someone at all costs, but that person never loves me. Others say that I am heartless and vicious. I also want to wish you happiness, but my heart aches, I feel sad, I can't let go, and I resent myself for being like this, but tell me how not to love you. I was the only one who acted like a clown in this play from beginning to end. In the end, I licked my wounds alone ~ "Who directed this scene, in this lonely role..." I thought of this song, it was really appropriate for the occasion. I tried my best to win you, but in the end I still couldn't have you. It was because I was too greedy and I loved you so much that I lost completely.