I forced myself to look up at him, my voice trembled slightly, and said to him word by word what I had always wanted to say.
"Qin Yu, I once liked someone very much, but I never dared to say anything to him.
Later I met you and fell in love with you, and then I was finally able to slowly come out of my inferiority complex and get closer to you until I told you my feelings.
... Yes, inferiority complex. You say I am flamboyant because you have never understood me.
I understood a long time ago that I could never be that girl in the white dress on the stage, no matter how much I admired her, I still couldn't. But I always wonder if I can get closer to them if I keep working hard.
Now, I have tried my best and have no regrets.
Qin Yu, goodbye. "