——It comes from the deep jealousy in my heart, but also from the lingering nostalgia in my mind. Your smile is actually very gentle, isn't it? In fact, you are far more important to me than I let on.
——Now that you know there is no hope, since you know it is impossible, then let this life go and pursue heterosexuality sincerely. Isn't that what everyone wants?
It's not HE or BE, it's slightly realistic.