It is impossible to live a poor life, and it is impossible for all dreams to come true. The suffering in front of you tortures you, and life is worse than death, but after all, you have to live shamelessly. There seems to be no way out, but is it really the case that there is no way out or the persistence in your heart has collapsed. Holding hands and saying that we must keep going forward, whether we can go or not, saying it doesn't count. The story is very sad, high energy, and may cause discomfort. The span will be about twelve years. This article was first published at the end of 2013, and was locked and stopped after fifteen chapters were updated. It only took these two days for the changes to be unlocked. Large-scale modifications will not be possible because they will affect the whole. After all, tens of thousands of words have been written. There are many pitfalls and it is difficult to modify. Friends who have seen it can go through it again. You can check out another article called "The Time of Quiet Waiting (GL)". Thank you. Congratulations.