In the vast land, you and I have known each other for more than one time.
To me, you are the salvation of my life.
You were holding a fox fur cloak and standing in the snow, waiting for me, your whole body was frozen. I beat you and scolded you, just to cover up my panic and fear. I am a person who cannot be emotional. You are so good to me, but I am afraid that falling in love with you will destroy you.
But I fell in love with you in the end and destroyed you.
The days when you disappeared from my life were like years, and I knew whether I was warm or cold.