Melancholy at 25 Hours

I wander on the edge of the city, Solitary, lonely, cold, arrogant, arrogant, neurotic... Smoking, drinking alcohol, skipping classes, absenteeism from work, eating too much and sitting idle, betraying relatives and friends... All these things were taught to me by Ah Fei. He dug out the restless and dark factors hidden in my body, Take me to run wildly on the deserted streets at midnight. We live in our own world as if no one else is around, It seems that everything outside has nothing to do with us. I thought I could stay with him like this forever, However, he left me ruthlessly, Leave me alone in this cold and unfamiliar world. I can't live without him, There is no ability to survive. So, I continued to wander around the city we once lived together with an attitude of mourning, despair, helplessness, and obsession with the past. I don't know how this terrible life started, So I don't know how to continue living a worse life in the future. The days turned into an endless dark night that transcended time and space, And I, like a fool who left adults, started my 25-hour melancholy beyond 24 hours. Because I left Ah Fei, time became long and meaningless...