Her father died on the night she was born, and the white loneliness is a memory of her childhood. The boy who was her childhood sweetheart was not her first love, and the person she married was not the father of her unborn child. Is a woman without a husband but a child still a leftover girl? Twists and turns, struggles, true feelings... When life is so pale that only the diary is left, when she desperately chases forward and looks back, she finds that the most important person in her life is still there... Women are a vulnerable group in society. It is really difficult for her to compete with men. The city really cannot easily accept these people born in rural areas, especially women. A woman's name is not weak… Thank you readers, thank you!