Everything along the way makes me still unable to believe that I am actually a lesbian, and that I am a lesbian. I want to use a platform to write down some of my past, and record the times when I was stupid, crazy, cheap, and nervous. From imagining a vigorous love to being disappointed and despairing about love and then believing in love again, I feel like I have been dreaming for six years. I have been 'dreamed' from the age of 20 to 25. . . . . .