There is a nineteen-year age difference between me and him, and the nearly twenty-year age gap is destined to make it impossible for him and me. The inner expectations, turmoil, and three-year secret love will eventually be nothing.
"I devoted three years of my life to you, silently watched you for three years, silently envied the girl next to you for three years, silently looked forward to being with you for three years. Finally, I will leave here. I don't want to bury my heart forever. On the last night, I want to tell you that I love you!"