Those who promised happiness all left me because of my hurt.
I thought Xiaoxiao and I were just old friends we could easily chat with. The more we got along, I realized that it might be good for both of us not to remember.
I was always an afterthought to things around me, and they both loved and hated me. I finally know why, it's not that happiness is far away from me, but that I shut it out.
Time is passing, even if I am still where I am, the love I have missed will never come back. The lead has been washed away, and I have traveled across the sea. In the end, who is my destination? What about the promised happiness?