I can't tell whether we at this age are young or old. In the circles we can touch, dramas of either one, two, three, or three, two, and one are performed every day. Greimas' "Matrix" story is repeated by us in a single cycle, but the youth in it regards everything as the most exciting script. We are protected by everything around us, including parents, school teachers, best friends, and male best friends and female buddies, so the one thing we focus on more is feelings, which can hurt us even when we are happy. In emotional idol dramas, we criticize each other's faults, doubt our own rights, and fight between the left brain and the right brain. He is obviously a smart, courageous, and intelligent high-achieving student, but he finds that he can't sort out the emotional mess. He always makes mistakes, always makes mistakes, and always has inverted logic. When my heart is tired and exhausted, I think of the peace when I was alone, praying for everything but falling to the bottom, hoping for beauty and then heading towards despair step by step, struggling until I am finally alone, but I often hum the songs he sang, repeat what he said, remember all the preferences and infinitely weird little quirks of that person, and can't tell whether I am still in love or unwilling. In fact, the answer is simple, no one can come and go in your life without leaving a trace. When I was young, I wasn't afraid of pain, so I tried my best to make love blindly. Never pick up a knife to cut your own heart again in your future life. Therefore, you should write a single diary during the window period after your last relationship ended and before your next relationship started.