This is a story that keeps repeating in my mind and keeps me awake every day.
She, him, and even it in the book have lived in my heart for many years. Just like the flesh and blood I gave birth to, I hope they give birth soon and love and cherish them. However, gradually, they all have their own habits and souls in the book. It's like they are real people on the streets and alleys. In this city, I live a life I don't even know.
Tong Suling, she may be the big sister next door that you have envied before. She smiles lightly and exudes irresistible beauty. However, she is difficult to get close to, as if she doesn't want to show off her soul-stirring gaze at will. She may be the girl you have always liked, the girl who likes to wear simple floral shirts, has long hair that is always a little wet like a baby, likes clean cups and curtains, and doesn't mind getting herself covered in mud.
Maybe, she is you. Because of love, I am so dazzling that I forget myself and don't know where I am at home. Also because of love, hesitation, wandering, lowering one's head and hoping. Sad and in tears.
You say that women in the world are crazy and foolish for love, but there are also some who, with the blessing of time, slowly understand how to love others and love themselves. Gradually it grows from those scars, fresh and elegant, like the lilies blooming on the vast earth.
For such a woman, there will always be someone who knows where she is, knows the tenderness of her bowed head, and knows the dreamland in her heart. It dazzles her prosperity and fragrant her soul.
I believe that Tong Suling will be not far away, and I believe that the same will be true for you.