I didn't want to believe it at all, but the fact was so cruel that it all happened and was slowly peeled off like silk. After that summer, I will never believe your gorgeously colored web weaved with perfect lies. It cuts through the softest part of my heart like a knife. I don't know if it will be very painful. I have been pain-free since I was eleven years old. I heard that when a person is in extreme pain, he will never feel pain again because the pain is so unforgettable that people will never forget it. Before I was eleven years old, I loved my grandfather and my sister Han Mei the most. On the night when I was eleven years old, my perfect grandfather permanently closed his eyes that had read countless books and put down his hands that had guided countless successful people. That night I felt the ultimate pain. It's that irresistible feeling of heart twitching, like a pair of white hands slowly tearing your heart out into pieces. Grandpa once said, Xiaoxu, when you are sad, your heart will open a small hole, blue foam will emerge, and you will hear the sound of a little beast gnawing at memories from the bottom of your heart. This is not something a child like you can bear.