Because I really love you, I just want my most complete self to be with you. Because I care about this love, there is no way for my incomplete self to have such love. It's not that I want to leave, I just don't have the courage to stay by your side. Forgive my cowardice, forgive my mysophobic view of love. I don't want you to remember the time we spent together. I don't deserve to be in your life. Please allow me to make such a selfish request.
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